gissy truly sux.

Friday, February 04, 2005

I was thinking about stuff today, and I realised that maybe I wasn't really over my first. And then I found this poem.. and its really what I wanna say to him:

I knew someday it would have to end
I knew eventually I would have to go back to calling you friend
It's killing me that now that day has come
If it's for the best then where is this pain from?
I know deep inside that this is what I had to do
But it's breaking my heart to walk away from you
I'm trying my best to appear strong
But it's hard when part of me says that in your arms is where I belong
I still love you with all my heart that's not going to change even though we're apart
You were my first love and my first kiss
There are so many of our special times I'm going to miss
All the words I ever said or wrote still hold true
But for now from a distance is where I'll be loving you.

Ah well, but I figured I wasn't built for relationships. *lol*

darkness falls at 10:09 PM

Eyes which don't know impurity look at me,

Reflecting the forever endlessly continuing earth,

Tracing the remains of my forgotten tears with a little finger.

about me.

Don't you WISH I would describe myself here so that you can find out more about me, or find something disgusting to gossip about?

I am a Scorpio. (Also known as "Scorpion") My Horroscope starts like this:
" Scorpios are highly dangerous, even at a distance. They cheat and lie, live for intrigue, and take pleasure in destroying. " (Read more | Find yours)