gissy truly sux.

Monday, May 16, 2005

After all that.. I'm deciding to be a whole new person on Monday(tomorrow)! I'm gonna start dressing goth when I'm out.. And I bought a $25 skirt from This Fashion in White Sands shopping centre(Don't you go on rambling about how "uluated" and boring White Sands is. It really is a wonderful place. People just don't go there cause its "far".)!!!

Its a nice long black skirt that I can match with my plain black halter top. I need more tops! Any donations? Dark red or black tops:P PLAIN. No designs.. Unless they're nice. And in good condition. *giggles* Email the pictures to me at abrakedabra_poof@hotmail.com! Or you can simply add me on MSN Messenger and send me the pictures that way OR.. post the picture somewhere and give me the addy. I'll look for it:P When I'm serious enough. Which I am, now! Make sure that the boob parts of the tops are fittable for me! Which is... quite small, I must sadly admit. It would be very much appreciated if you got a pretty model for the pictures. Not holding onto the garments.. wearing them. *beams* Entice me.

AND! I wanted to be fairer(though my friends said that I was fair enough already), so I practised with Johnson's baby powder! It worked! And my skin felt so bloody smooth! *pouts* I hope it'll look natural enough though. I looked kinda misty. Like.. foggy or something. Unnaturally white. Basically, I looked powdered.

Oh! And I really apologise if I offend(ed) anyone, but I have decided not to turn Jewish. Yes, I admit, to save my own pride and relationships with my friends. And now you think, "What kinds of friends do you have?". Wonderful ones. I just can't risk it. With every decision you make, there will be at least a zero point infinite percent of something you never expected will happen to happen. And anyways, I would most likely be though of as a poseur. So.. no. I'll have to work to believing more. If I really can't, then... too bad for me. Right? Ain't it my loss? *grins* SO leave me alone.

I'll be out at Orchard tomorrow! Dressing all goth! And acting goth too(to the best of my abilities)! I'll be dressing up goth, Hemal will be dressing up slut(maybe) and Jessica will be dressing up punk. *grins* Hope I won't blush when people stare. I'll try my best to put my Drama skills to use! Good use!

We'll be putting on foreign accents.. Mine'll be.. some accent(I never knew what my accent was. American? British(Most definitely not. I wish I could!)? Irish(Perhaps. I was taught my Irish Speech and Drama teachers.)?).

And later, you might just see me on it giving vulgar remarks or comments. I can now do what I can't do in school uniform! Roll my eyes when flyers are passed to me! Or attempted to be passed to me, rather. And I can be as rude as I want! And as morbid as I want! Like... If someone asks me where I'm from, I can go "Why? Waging war?" or something like that! *giggles and cheers for me*

Oh, and I'll be easily spoted cause I'll be wearing:
1. fish-net stockings!
2. And black heels,
3. and a black top
4. (and maybe) a black skirt. Not the long one. Or my stockings will be hidden.
5. Dark eye make-up with
6. no eyeshadow,
7. and light lipstick. Either silver or simple Born Lippy lip balm(or is it gloss?).
8. Nails.. I might paint them dark red.

But I just realised that its Vesak Day and my parents will be home! *gasps*

THE Plan:
So... I can stay in the lift and hurry remove my fish-nets and undo my hairdo(which might/might not be done at all).. Before I run into the kitchen's toilet and remove my eye make-up, which is gonna take real long. Then, I can strip and wrap myself in a towel before I go to the other toilet to bathe(The heater outside's not working.).

My invincible plan! *cackles insanely*

Therefore, if you see me walking around Orchard, do NOT wave to me. I do not wave. I nod in greeting. You can take pictures! Yeah, you can. I think I shall bring my digital camera. Dang. What bags do goths wear? *giggles* I've never seen them wear bags.

*goes to do some research on goths*

darkness falls at 3:21 AM