gissy truly sux.

Sunday, June 26, 2005

Yay! The barbecue last night at Pasir Ris Park went real good! I actually barbequed the chicken wings. And I'm not the kind who cooks, so. I gave my first to SECDC. I've never barbequed seriously before.

Anyways, I haven't completed my homework, and I feel so.. tired of school. I don't know why.

So much has happened this week. And last week too. Tried someone out, didn't work. I ended it all on Tuesday. I've finally learnt.. That this is really not the time for relationships, and that I was too selfish to be in one. Ever.

Had Drama to keep myself occupied both physically and emotionally. Now.. We see each other, and pretend everything is alright. He's still feeling a little sore from the wound I inflicted(No, he isn't a sore loser. "sore" is a metaphor.).. Caught him by surprise totally. I seem as though I'm over it, but honestly, I'm not sure everything is really alright.

We still must see each other occasionally, that is inevitable. The first time.. was yesterday. It started off weird. Really weird. It was really clear that we were trying to make everything seem alright. And because we were trying too much to make everything seem normal, it turned out too... quiet. I noticed we were ignoring each other too much. I couldn't take it anymore, I just walked away as quickly as I could. To where, it didn't matter. I just needed to leave.

But after that, we saw each other at the barbeque again, and all was well. I realised that I was the one doing all the avoiding.. Occupying myself with things to do so I would have to interact with him and little as possible. But thanks to him, it all went well, and things were getting less and less weird as time ticked by.

I occupied myself with cooking the chicken wings! I gave my first time barbequeing(spelling?) to SECDC! And they don't even realise it. Humph. So unflattering.

I had a taste of my own cooking! Eh.. the chicken wing I shared with Berlyn was a teensy bit uncooked, but it was nice. I didn't eat much, so I came home and had to eat dinner leftovers, heated up in the microwave for a minute. I tell you, that wait was excruciatingly painful(No, just joking.. I kinda forgot I was hungry.).

Anyways! It was a great day and I learnt lots! Ta!

darkness falls at 6:51 PM