gissy truly sux.

Friday, October 07, 2005

Whee! I stood by my words! Here is the word of the day.. And I hope you all benefit from this!

burke • \BERK\ • verb
*1 : to suppress quietly or indirectly
2 : bypass, avoid

Example sentence: The governor attempted to discreetly burke all inquiries into his alleged misuse of state funds. (using the first meaning)

Okay! So... Burke. By the first meaning...

(You know what? It doesn't work:P Just learn the word and I'll talk about whatever it reminds me of.) Have any of you ever had a secret that you all kept? A humungous secret? And when you give people teensy hints about you having a secret, they start to bug you and go "Tell me lah"?

Well, I used to have friends who did that to me, and the weird thing was, I was really trustable with secrets, and I seemed to be everyone's confidante(spelling?). That was in primary school. That was the weird thing. The weirdEST, thing was, I did tell the secrets, just that.. I seemed to have some way of making it seem okay. For example..

Girl A tells me a secret about girl B, whom she hates because of , and tells me not to tell anyone. If, ever, one day, I talk to girl B, and get really really bored or if the thought's bugging me, I'll tell her the secret. I don't remember if I told the name, but I most likely did. Girl B wouldn't feel all that bad, honestly. And no, its not because she's concealing it. Weird!

So anyways, its not as though I'm not like that now.. Its just that.. Nobody seems to have many secrets to tell me anymore! No wonder I get bored so easily. The only person who tells me secrets is like.. Charmaine? And those aren't really secrets. Well, maybe they are. Oh well!

I realise that I do most of the sharing between relationships, whatever it is. I hardly ever give a chance to the other party to speak their mind and opinion. I feel so mean now. *sighs* But I know there's some part of me that is nice! And if I say that I'm a total bitch, it doesn't matter, cause my friends will tell me that I'm not. *flutters her eyelashes* Think I'm going out of point here, but I'll just continue my ramblings..

So! Sometimes, I feel kinda annoyed because my friends say that I'm NOT a bitch, when I know, I really know that I am. But then again, I realised that I'm the kind who wants to be something, and then claims to be that something, whether or not its true. Most of the time it is, okay! *struts*

Anyways, in case anyone is interested, here're the things I want to be:
1. Number one one one! DIFFERENT.
2. FILTHY RICH!
3. Beautiful.
4. Hot.
5. Sexy.
6. Attractive.
7. Wanted.
8. Understanding.
9. Trustable.
10. Well-liked.
11. Responsible.
12. Intelligent.
13. Witty!
14. Brilliant.
15. A wonderful actress.

But I can't be half of them. *sad* Let me count what I can be. Different(I already am.), filthy rich(I have a really strong feeling, somehow.), wanted(I am, okay! By some.. I think. :P), understanding, trustable, well-liked, responsible, witty. Oh, that's more than half. Half's 7 and a half. I got 8. *pouts* That's a borderline pass! *wails*

Oh well, feel free to list anything else I CLAIM to be and want to be. *cheers for me*

darkness falls at 8:41 PM