gissy truly sux.

Saturday, November 05, 2005

-EDITED..THANKS TO MY CONSCIENCE- (edited again cause I spelt "edited" wrongly)

Okay. I am freaking pissed. I can actually feel the damned feeling in my chest, and I can't wait to get it out. Oh, by the way, thanks for the birthday wish. :) And I kinda have an idea who you were talking about when you said that you haven't forgotten it unlike others. So.. in reply to that, whatever. You wished me late. And did you not have enough time to even pick up your phone to just type a "Happy Birthday" to me? Pfft. It needn't be elaborate or whatever. Do you not realise that just two words in a message "Happy Birthday" will touch my heart the most? Short, sharp and sweet.

I know, I know that copying and pasting nearly your whole post will make it freaking obvious who you are, but I really don't give a shit. Okay, here is what I know of you. According to a friend of mine, this is what he/she says about you: "ego the size of a truck". Gossiping? Yep.

Open your eyes, darling. You -know- what the world sees in you. You complain of people having no confidence in you. *rolls her eyes* And I'll repeat myself: Don't be silly. We all have confidence in you, its just that.. The way you display it, makes it seem disgustingly egotistical. I repeat, disgustingly. And yes, we still have the confidence in you. You just like to make yourself seem so... pathetic.

I'm replying to part of a blog post that you had posted.

Umm, please. Proper paragraphing. Its disgusting. Anyways, you spelt your last word wrongly, I think. No such word, from what I know. But that's besides the point.

Okay..

Her not replying to a simple message is stupid. Stop acting like a lovesick schoolboy. Its pathetic on you. And I repeat myself, again. You LOVE to make yourself seem so pathetic. Slight correction. So.. Yeah. You've talked to me before, and that was what I thought of you. Even before I saw this in your blog.

Anyways, you don't need that "someone". And you should've learnt that LONG ago. I thought you were unique, when I first saw you. First impressions.. *grumbles* Anyways, but now I know, you are unique, but not in the way I had expected. I thought you were headstrong, and independent and all, but you're just another guy. A typical guy, with a unique way of annoying people. Just like other men.. boys, I mean.. You just cling onto every glimmer of hope that shines in your world of fantasies.

About OTHERS distancing themselves FROM you..

Mind you, this kinda happened to me too. With you. And where did all the blame go to? Me. I was the one who was distancing myself from you. Perhaps. I cannot remember such trivial matters anymore. Thanks for reading up till here. Go on.

About you wondering if that "someone" believed the gossip..

I myself have heard stuff about you. And what from the (perhaps) little I know about you, paired with what I've heard. Everything is entirely true. Some exaggerations here and there, but I can "dilute" the information a little, or even more than that. Still, it sounds like chalkboard-screeching to me.

Don't really understand one of your lines, but if I intepreted it correctly.. "favour" means the favour you are giving that "someone" by being that "someone's" friend. Don't be such an ass. You willingly offered your friendship to that "someone", and you expect so much of that "someone", that that "someone" may not be able to return you that much. Use your brains.

"the fact dat if u do listen to ppls gossip abt me will onli show how IMMATURE you are"
From what you typed in your blog post, you said that listening to people gossiping about you only displays the immaturity in that "someone".

You. Are such an IMMATURE imbecile, you know. I've wanted to say this to you for a long time, and I'm saying it now. Look here, little boy. You're the immature one. You mean, if you listen to people gossiping about your friend(whether of not its more or less than that), then you are being "IMMATURE"?

I have heard you, and seen you gossiping about one of your CLOSE friends. To me. To my friend. And nothing nice's said. Gossiping is far more degrading than listening to gossip. Where are you now, down there? How low down are you(pun intended)? Nearing the ground? Don't worry, you won't touch it.. You'll just go through it.

You said that you feel like and idiot and I just wanna say: Finally, you feel like one. :D I applaud your honesty.

Umm.. Read something from your post, and I'm gonna use mainly the same words back at you: You're not WORTH the TROUBLE, and so many people in front of me deserve so much better treatment than you. YOU, who's craving for attention from others, and usually get it. Pampered, I must say.

I emphatise with you too.

By the way, please place a space after every full-stop and comma.. Its quite annoying to read.

And.. Stop being so rude. Basic manners. Stop entering the room without knocking. Stop inviting yourself in without asking if you're disturbing. Much appreciated. Not only by me, by the way.

Happy reflecting on your character.

And I don't give a shit how this will portray me in front of the others, cause I'm just stating my views, though I'm hardly in a position to.

EDIT: Oh, I wasn't done yet, last night.. I was shooed off the computer. A few more additions..

Okay. I know this must have hurt you, and many others who love you, but once again, I'm gonna repeat this. I'm merely stating my views.

And.. continuing from my last sentence before I published the post that day, I don't see why I can't express my opinions if you can. Anyways, I never gave your name away.

*further edits the stuff* Okay, we're fair. Now.. There's no evidence of anything that's from your blog.. Not much anyways.

You know, I had loads more stuff to say, far worse, and meaner, but I highly doubt it'll make you change. I mean, after lotsa thought.. I found that I have no right to make you change. You are who you are, and that's why you're so.. well-known.

You can feel offended and confront me, making me tell you everything I'm displeased about you. No problem with me.

You can ignore me, or tell everyone what a bitch I am, it doesn't matter. You can't make others think what you want them to think. Everything's up to them. Just remember that.. no matter what others say about you, don't let them sway you, or change you, unless you think that you're wrong too.

I know that sounded superly contradicting, but those are lessons from my own life, and I'm giving that to you.

No man is sinless.. Just do what you think is right.

darkness falls at 8:15 PM