gissy truly sux.

Saturday, February 18, 2006

Okay.. didn't manage to get online yesterday cause my sis was on the computer.

Jessica didn't come to school today, so during chemistry practical lesson, Jaclyn stayed with me.

She did something toodley lame. Cracked me up. Then later, it cracked my sayang up during Social Studies when I did it to her. Hilarious, I say. Hilarious.

Jaclyn: *holds out her hand* Shake hand.

Me: *reaches out to shake Jaclyn's hand but she doesn't take it.*

Jaclyn: *shakes her hand. Literally.*

Totally guffaws(yes, mich, I know I stole your word, so.. courtesy of Michelle. :D)? Yep.

And and and! When I entered school yesterday, it was still dark. And I looked up at the sky.

The moon was superly bright, as it had been for days.

I saw a star. Bright, puny star.

Then I looked about and saw another star. It was like.. three times the size of the bright, puny star!

And it was BRIGHT! *giggles excitedly*

I went around telling everyone about the superly nice star, and when I reached Faye, she told me that it must've been Venus, the brightest star visible from the Earth when the sky's dark.

Pfft, I'm such a country bumpkin.

Actually, you know what? I'm not exactly much of a country bumpkin, perhaps in some areas, but I realised that when I don't know stuff that nearly everyone knows..

I -knew-, it was somewhere in the back of my head, but it just didn't hit me, and I didn't realise it was there.

That's how I get so amused so easily. And perhaps that's why I like seeing everything through eyes of a Literature student (not that I can do Literature very well..).

Okay.. to those interested, I am totally over my mini crush(I think.. Kinda.). Yes, there're some remnants of it, but ignoring it will do the trick. I hope.

But then again, fickle me will change my mind very quickly should anything unexpected happen.

But I realised all this:
- I have no time for such nonsense (Actually, I've known this long ago.. But it hit me again. :P) cause of my O's.
- I turn into an entirely different person when dating or in a relationship. I'll suddenly become uber caring and sweet. Which is totally disgusting.
- Flings are nonsense, and I don't intend to have any this year, though it would be quite a fun experience.
- There's no point to romantic relationships, in my opinion, that is.
- I don't really like teasing much, somehow. This is VERY odd. I mean, I love being in the limelight, I admit. I like the attention on me. But the problem is that.. Actually, I don't know what the problem is. My character needs some further analysis.
- And Sherrie! Stop saying that I'm enjoying myself, or should be enjoying myself. :P Honestly, I panic a lot during rehearsals.. And most of my attention is focused on remembering my lines. I'm getting paranoid. Stupid memory.

All I ask you guys is to trust my words. Believe me. I don't lie very much.

Sometimes the words I speak contradict my other thoughts.. And you all may call me a big fat liar.

But then again, would I be so stupid as to lie on purpose and give others a chance to expose me easily? I've a very confused mind, somehow. So don't blame me if I seem like I'm lying. :P

Sometimes I imagine stuff, and then managed to convince myself its -did- happen. Ah, that's when my memory fails me again. It toodley sucks. (And in case any of you all have been wondering what "toodley" is, its "totally". Just felt like it. :D)

I'm so prone to injuries! I've got a cut in my mouth.. behind my lower lip (did I describe it right? :P) cause I got hit by a chair.

Don't ask me how.. I don't remember.:P All I remember was me putting a chair down and hitting myself or something like that.

darkness falls at 5:40 PM