gissy truly sux.

Saturday, February 11, 2006

Today started off pretty bad. Perhaps cause I was kinda dreading Drama. I felt terrible about the carrying thing. But well, it didn't happen. :D

You know.. I hate it hate it HATE IT when I forget my lines. It seems that my memory problem started somewhere at the end of last year, when I went for the Guangdong trip.

My Drama teacher gave me lines, and I just couldn't remember them. Which sucked. Even the simple line: "The story speaks of 4 women who..." (something like that), I couldn't remember. I'm a little worried. Mild dyslexia (I think I spelt it right), perhaps?

ANYWAYS! Back to forgetting lines today. Somehow I just couldn't seem to remember my lines well.. And its so embarrassing to keep asking people for my lines.

And its so HUMILIATING for people to whisper my lines to me when I pause for a moment (and the pause is sometimes there on purpose). If you were about to apologise, don't. Really. Thanks so much for actually helping me. :D

But if you whispered my lines to me with a "goodness, she should really memorise her lines" or "what's wrong with her?" or anything similar, IMO, then shoo away. Its not as though I forget my lines on purpose, and I seriously HATE IT so much, cause it embarrasses me and doesn't make me look any better than I already do.

Whoops, visitors, I shall blog later.

darkness falls at 6:34 PM

Eyes which don't know impurity look at me,

Reflecting the forever endlessly continuing earth,

Tracing the remains of my forgotten tears with a little finger.

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