gissy truly sux.

Saturday, April 22, 2006

This is a very sincere, public, apology to a friend who loves me to bits, sending me messages that tells me she misses me at random, to which I usually don't reply.

On the 12th of April (which, I am assuming, was her birthday), I didn't contribute to her happiness by wishing her a happy sweet sixteenth.

I'm SO sorry, Yings. Its just that I don't remember birthdays that aren't close to mine.. The only birthdays I remember are the ones I knew when I was in primary school.

For example.. I remember that Pearlin's birthday's on the 24th of July.. Kim's birthday's on the 1st of November.. Actually.. I think that's it. Zi Xuan and Renee's birthdays are.. on the 7th and 9th of July. Respectively? I don't remember. Rina's birthday is somewhere around National day.

But NOW I remember that Ying's birthday is on the 12th of April, because I didn't know it, and didn't give her cause to thank me, and I don't know why.. I felt SUPERLY bad.

Why?

Because she's told me she loved me a million times (not really.. that was a hyperbole), but I never said I loved her too, because I don't love (My sayang told me I live a sad life) anyone except for my family and some friends.

Because she's told me she missed me a hundred times (hyperbole), but I never told her I missed her too. Not entirely, at least.

So.. I'm sorry Ying. Especially since your 16th birthday must've meant a lot to you.. As much as it would mean a lot to everyone else (except for me).

And I know this won't mean much anymore (nah.. just joking. You might just cry or something.), but.. Happy belated birthday.

darkness falls at 6:14 PM

Eyes which don't know impurity look at me,

Reflecting the forever endlessly continuing earth,

Tracing the remains of my forgotten tears with a little finger.

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