gissy truly sux.

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

'As for hurting myself, it is not that I feel I deserve the pain, but I want to let it out, I want to watch it heal, I want control over the pain."

Gisella practices plaguarism?

Of course not! I ACKNOWLEDGE the person and put his/her name in credits.

So. I saw that in a blog of a friend of mine's. And she took it from somewhere else.. So. :P SHE didn't acknowledge her(or him). *struts* -I'll- acknowledge the person who wrote that. Unlike my friend. *snorts*

So.

My POINT IS... Uhh.. I thought that extract VERY beautiful.

Its so full of Literature.. I wish we were given a prose like that. But NooOOO... Its socially unacceptable. Like how disgustingly I'll score for my essay if I go into detail about how a girl cuts herself and how the blood flows.

I HAVE done it before.. And I didn't do badly. But my teacher said it was a very disturbing and very dark essay. *lol*

I wrote about "death". I'm not sure I posted it up in my other blog, though.

My maid went for some checkup today, so I had to open the door to my house myself.

I don't know WHAT got into me..

I took the keys out of my bag, then rang the doorbell, and immediately proceeded by unlocking the gate and door. *lol* Wonder why I rang the doorbell.

I was just chatting nonsense with Sherrie last night on MSN..

Found out four new things about her.

She has a fetish for dots, hair, eye dirt, and blood. The dirty girl.

And we've come to an agreement that she's the embodiment of 360 degrees, and I'm the embodiment of 540 degrees.

Reason?

Me: Thus, I am able to make slightly more than one pirouette.
Her: Thus, I am able to pirouette!

Yay. I feel a super sense of accomplishment.

Updates on my voice.. Its a little unstable now. I didn't speak much today.

You know, if I don't force my voice out a little, there'll be no sound? Or the voice'll go on and off.

So.. since the day my voice started going all funny, I had problems answering calls.

Phone rings.

Me: *soft whisper*-llo? *clears throat* Hello?

Not the first time.

Well, today, I decided to let my BE HEARD.

So.. I forced out my voice, and I ended up blasting my greeting at the receiver.

Quite funny, really.

Credit: The person who wrote that in his/her blog. Most likely a her.. Whoever you are, kudos to you.

darkness falls at 8:09 PM