gissy truly sux.

Sunday, August 19, 2007

Hmm. I'm getting bored from Great Ex, so I'm going to slack for a while.

Yesterday, I got this really horrible gastric pain. At least I think it was gastric. I've never gotten gastric before. Anyways!

It was a real horrible tummyache, both piercing and searing pain, but more piercing when I moved. And then... I figured it was cause I wanted to poop (even though I didn't feel like pooping AT ALL).

So I tried to poop, and I did.

But the ache was still there.

And worse still, I felt like PUKING.

I went to the toilet twice, and kneeled on the floor and stared into the toilet bowl. During the second visit, I told myself to brave the uncomfortable experience and just try to puke and get it over and done with.

Nuh-uh. NOTHING came out.

Anyways. Know what it feels like to try and puke?

I took very very clear notice yesterday. Induce vomitting, and it'll make you feel a LITTLE better.. Makes you tear instantly, and then... A LOT of saliva will form. Salty salty tasting. Sounds gross?

Anyways, I decided to take notice for some odd reason.. Perhaps TSD is getting to me. Like.. "NOTICE AND OBSERVE YOUR SURROUNDINGS SO YOU CAN REPLAY EVENTS IN YOUR HEAD BETTER"

Cool.

darkness falls at 1:08 PM

Eyes which don't know impurity look at me,

Reflecting the forever endlessly continuing earth,

Tracing the remains of my forgotten tears with a little finger.

about me.

Don't you WISH I would describe myself here so that you can find out more about me, or find something disgusting to gossip about?

I am a Scorpio. (Also known as "Scorpion") My Horroscope starts like this:
" Scorpios are highly dangerous, even at a distance. They cheat and lie, live for intrigue, and take pleasure in destroying. " (Read more | Find yours)