gissy truly sux.

Thursday, August 30, 2007

I'm sick of people talking about how sweet Hung is to me.

Yes, I do realise WHO reads my blog.

Yes, a blog is MY place to rant.

Why? I can't rant to Hung because apparently HE'S involved.

I can't talk to my classmates because they'll always think he's super nice and I should "keep him".

They don't understand.

YOU ALL don't understand.

Fuck it, no one understands.

No worries. By the end of this post, you all WILL understand.

It's simply simple logic. If you all can't get it into your thick skulls how fucking annoying it is, then so be it.

It's disheartening. It's callous. It's selfish.

Why?

Never ONCE in my entire life have I heard someone say "Oh, that's so sweet of you.". Even if there was, I probably don't remember. Why? I have a bad memory. Or rather, I didn't feel it was sincere.

I haven't heard anyone say "Oh, wow, Hung, you're really lucky to have gotten her.". EVER.

I asked him before. He admitted that no one ever said that before.

Not that he doesn't feel lucky to have me.

But the point is. How is it fair that I can show him off, and he can't show ME off?

What do I have? Looks?

Yeah, that. Okay.

Uhh.. That's about it, Miss Huang. You don't really qualify.

That's FUCKING how I feel.

Fucked up.

Censorship?

Okay, SCREWED up. Happy?

Don't like the idea that I'm ranting on my blog?

Oh, you all know very well who you all are.

I feel incompetent, next to him. He says I'm loads smarter than him. I used to believe that. But look at what he's doing now. As. Bs. One C. Majority As.

How dumb do I feel?

Very.

I'm not even top ten in class. Hell, I'm probably bottom five.

Ooo, and if I'm lucky, rock bottom!

Why all this competitiveness?

Because I love you.

I love you all.

Hey, GOTCHA! *lol* Please lah. Like I'll "scold" you all on my blog like that.

Please. I'm more tactful.

AND... I'm not as shallow as you all think I am.

I'm very scheming and VERY two-faced.

Watch out, bitches. *complete with "hey bitches" hand action*

darkness falls at 8:43 PM