gissy truly sux.

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

Hmm, things starting to get back on track. I'm starting to feel more hardworking than most times. But of course, I'm not at my best.

Hmm. Been a bit stressed here and there, but no prob, I can take it. It just takes me about an hour or so maximum to get over the stress.

One thing I wonder.. Why am I so unreasonable, and why do I not want to NOT be reasonable?

Isn't it odd?

Put simply, I want to be unreasonable. I don't intend to change that part about myself.

It's horrible, isn't it?

I don't even want to share knowledge sometimes.

Isn't that horrible?

E.g. I don't want the juniors next year to know that we can borrow stuff from the library for tsd.

Isn't that horrible?

Hmm.

So great. I'm selfish and unreasonable.

About being unreasonable, it's not that I think its a positive quality. I just don't like the idea of giving it up. It's too difficult. Maybe because I know I will be wrong on far too many occasions if I'm reasonable all the time. I'll lose too much. I don't like losing.

But of course, I'm sure darling Cai Xiang will beg to differ. I'm not an angel, hon.

Oh, btw. How many of you REALLY think I'm a bimbo? *lol* I mean, how many of you believe I'm really as dumb as I act? Do you all even know I'm acting.

I like the fact that people know I -am- acting. Jerine and Siti were commenting on that this morning. WOOT!

What's woot anyways?

It's like a whoo-hoo, ya?

WOOT!

darkness falls at 8:23 PM

Eyes which don't know impurity look at me,

Reflecting the forever endlessly continuing earth,

Tracing the remains of my forgotten tears with a little finger.

about me.

Don't you WISH I would describe myself here so that you can find out more about me, or find something disgusting to gossip about?

I am a Scorpio. (Also known as "Scorpion") My Horroscope starts like this:
" Scorpios are highly dangerous, even at a distance. They cheat and lie, live for intrigue, and take pleasure in destroying. " (Read more | Find yours)