gissy truly sux.

Sunday, March 27, 2005

Lustrous sable hair spirals luxuriously as it flows over her shoulders and down to the middle of her back in gentle and classical curls, gleaming softly with health as it is neatly parted on the left. Beneath delicately arched brows, the aphotic depths of her caliginous eyes, which are framed by long and thick, dark lashes, exude cold callousness. Black outlines her eyes, as though to emphasize its similarity of shape to that of a cat's, while a thin layer of red rouge surrounds her eyes, adding to her look of dark nonchalance. Her straight, pointed nose rests above full, luscious lips the colour of a dark red rose, nearing that of black. Snake tattoos circle her slender arms like armbands, one on each arm, while her fingernails are painted a glossy black. In contrast, white, porcelain skin coats her lissome form, the cause of her seemingly delicate and untouchable appearance. Her face an expressionless mask most of the time, it is not unlikely for one to wonder if she is real, or even able to feel anything at all. Only when her mouth opens to speak do we actually hear emotion in her enchanting voice, pleasantly beautiful in a musically haunting way. She possesses a willowy, enticing body, thus simply filling her every movement with regal grace.

I took about an hour an a half to do this! There's still some room for improvement, though.. I'm not very sure how to go about it. Any help will be much appreciated!

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Saturday, March 26, 2005

Long time no blog! *beams* I honestly don't know what to blog about, though. Let me give you all a whole lot of crap about the past week.

I abstained from playing the computer from some time I don't remember up to yesterday. It was honestly a tiring week for me. Because I usually get in bed at ten or ten-thirty before proceeding to read a book or go straight to sleep, I surprised myself by having to stay up till eleven or twelve to actually get my work done cause I was real busy during the March holidays with Drama and Odyssey.

Anyways! I am so very sure that the two classes taking Physics are gonna fail the paper. It was so terribly difficult! Well, not the whole paper, the second page! The paper was out of 20 and that question was 9 marks, consisting of 4 parts to the question. Insanity! Outrageous! *pouts*

Anyways! We had wonderful Drama on Thursday! My Drama instructor, Noorlinah, split the SYF group into two groups, the chorus and the main characters. While she worked with the chorus, Miss Wong, one of the teachers in charge of Drama, coached us. Then she did something which nobody had ever done to us before: question us. While we were roleplaying our characters, that is. It was so wonderful, I'm telling you! I think I shall create a whole biography of my character. Not now, though. I'm not really in the mood for compos. *grin*

Time to change my blogskin! Now, you do know that I'm only saying this, right?:P

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Tuesday, March 15, 2005

Whee! Its the March holidays! Not that its really much of a holiday... I think I shall type one entry quickly before I hop onto my bed and.. do whatever I feel like doing.

Drama SYF isn't going too good for me. I think I shan't be an actress anymore. Don't think I'll be able to cry on the spot. I can't -feel- anything in the first place! How do I act like that!?!? Anyways.. I better not continue on this subject or I might start revealing what we're doing for SYF. This might turn out disastrous as some other schools might COPY us! *dares the others schools to come near us*

Dang. Think there's a mosquito down here sucking at my going-to-be-modelled legs. Eep! I just felt it! I think. *lifts her legs and rests her feet on the seat* *sad*

I wish hotmail were working for me. I wish I had access to some computer! Which can access hotmail, that is. I might just break into one of the school's computers:P Yes, we have internet. In our classes. Cool stuff, huh!? So what if your school has it too? *scoffs* My school is better. LOADS better. (Oh yeah, I don't know if I've mentioned it.. I'm from KC:P)

Wonderful. Don't you just LOVE it when two mosquito bites combine to form one large one? It forms such a beautiful shape, don't you think? *scratches them to emphasize her unspoken point*

Wonder how many paragraphs I have to write to complete this post. To make it LOOK complete, at least. I can't just possibly end here. It'll be like some abrupt stop to an exciting story. (Not that this is exciting.) Have you ever watched an engaging movie before it suddenly stops and ends, causing you to go 'That's it?' or 'Huh?'? STOOPID. *pouts* My legs itch. Badly. :(

Oh, and by the way, Marianne, if you're wondering why Aretha can tag on my shoutbox, that's because she's my darling. Umm.. She WAS my darling. So now.. I'm currently single and UNavailable.. Not that anyone wants me or vice versa.

This is gonna seem mysterious to most of you, but I think I'll feel better typing this out.

Fuck him.

ANYWAYS! I wrote a poem! Not the kind that I have to work on for months and years... Just a simple one that I took about an hour and a half to compose. It actually looks like song lyrics, so I have been trying to musically tune it.. to no avail. I think I shall leave it as a poem. I hate writing the start and middle of poems, I like ending them.

I'm not looking at the clock now, so when I look at it, and its last number is even, I shall type the poem out. Otherwise, I'll find some other time to do it. Here goes..

Its odd. Ha! There's something wrong with the computer's clock, though. Its like 1 hour and 10 minutes slow.

FINE. I shan't be unfair. If the second hand on my other clock points before 30 seconds, I'll type it out, and vice versa. *checks her clock*

Umm... it just touched the 60 seconds thinggie. I shall wait for a while then.

*a while passes and she glances at the clock*

*wails* I don't wanna type it out!

**I was wrong**

Is it wrong for me to view and judge the merits of each soul?
Is it wrong for me to not separate the new from the old?
Is it wrong for me to be ever so cold?
Is it wrong for me to lie of true stories untold?
It is wrong for me to love too much?
Is it wrong for me to share my heart?
Is it wrong of me to not trust?
Is it wrong of me to do such?
Is it wrong of me to hide what I feel?
Is it wrong if I cannot discern what if real?
Is it wrong if I bear wounds on my heart that use ache to kill?
Is it wrong if I take long to heal?
Is it wrong to release what I store?
Is it wrong if I need to scream myself hoarse?
Is it wrong for me to scar to find out more?
Is it wrong for my heart to lock its door?
Is it wrong of me when I don't have it all?
Is it wrong of me when I try to stand but fall?
Is it wrong if it was your name for many nights I called?
Is it wrong if I call myself small?

Perhaps
I was wrong-
All along.

-gissy

Doesn't it look like lyrics? *blushes and makes to delete it* It not -that- good, but I like my ending. *beams*

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Tuesday, March 08, 2005

I think there's something really wrong with the weather down here. Just this morning, I was complaining to my maid about how cold it was and that I wanted to wear my jacket to school that day. I also remember whining alot as I bugged her to get my jacket for me(she didn't help me.. Lucky thing too. :P).

Then, later in the afternoon, I clearly recall myself COMPLAINING about the heat and that I was starting to feel itchy all over. Seriously! It was blazing! I could almost feel my hair catch fire and start to burn my flesh! (Oh, the little ironies of life. Just today we were having a little talk about some Emergency exercise on the first Tuesday of the second school term.)

I am at a sudden loss of inspiration after my father shocked me with an "It's eight-thirty." (Which is an annotation for 'Get off.' How rude. *sniffs with disapproval*) He must have scared my inspiration away.

P.S.: Oh oh oh! Charmaine(my partner) taught me a different way of saying 'water'! *starts playing the 'Days of our Lives' music* Sky juice! *beams* Want some sky juice?

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Saturday, March 05, 2005

Yes, yes, yes! Damn those cookies. I finally decided to enable it just in case that was the problem I couldn't log onto friendster and such. Anyways! I've got two new pimples! And at the most awdward places too!:( *is trying to log onto msn to see if it works* I think it hung. *grumbles*

ANYWAYS! I can't believe I failed my Chinese and chemistry! Chinese by... many many marks, and chemistry by one. Well! I'm not very bothered cause my sis just turned 21 and I can now get HER to sign my report book! *cackles* I would have passed chemistry... Most of the class failed anyways. That stupid 8 mark killer question. I read it wrongly!

And my E maths! I got 20/40. I think I concentrated too much on the test. I lost more than 10 marks due to careless mistakes. Not the kind that you know how to do when you look at it later when you receive the paper again. The kind where you copy the question wrongly. *tsk* Oh well. :P Not like I care very much.

I have now a new favourite subject! PHYSICS! It is so fun! I got 2nd in class for that... *expects some praise* Oh, and I was first in class for English! But its not a very big deal... I don't think my compo was -that- good. I saw many many repetitions of the same expression. Hope the teacher didn't notice.

Ladida. This year is "skirt year"! I never had ANY skirts last year. I had one or two, but I never wore them, so they weren't counted. This year, I bought two skirts. One white and the other red! And this year is "heels year" too! One pair's black and the other's white. *grins* And then I plan to buy red, then yellow(optional).

And this year is MY year. I have a very strong feeling that I'll be really lucky this year... I don't know why. During Chinese New Year, right after my uncle gave me this choker of blue and peacock beads(or whatever you call them), which he said would bring good luck, I started receiving countless jewelry(some real and of course, some fake). Later, when I went downstairs, my aunts started giving me their chokers because they didn't use it. I even got a bracelet from them. All of them were fake, by the way(except for my uncle's).

I received $50 from three different people as ang pow money. I received a watch from the 1930s and a matching bracelet and necklace plated with sterling silver from my uncle the next day. Coincidence? I don't think so.

I'm not a very superstituous(tell me if I spelt it wrongly) person. But like some people, I believe in such things whenever it suits me. *beams*

So far so good, this year. Er... except for the test results. But my sister can sign it for me! Good luck? I'm sure. I wish I could update pictures down here. I've loads to show! Umm... pray do not get the wrong idea. I meant, I had loads of PICTURES to show. *smirks* The dumb Hello thinggie doesn't work. I mean it does, I think. But it hangs, and screws up my comp. Viruses and such start attacking my computer as though my computer tried attacking them first.

Evil things, those viruses. Merciless. Or should I blame the general? For issuing the order to attack their enemies' compounds? I think not. We should blame the general's parents, for producing such a vile creature. A product of their love. Or lovemaking. Whatever. Who should we blame for the general's parents' existance?

Who?

Who?

WHO?

Alright. Enough of crapping. Oh, have I introduced you to Juicy? *flashes her left palm at you* Juicy has his ear here. *jabs a finger in the centre of her palm* So you can talk to him whenever I'm busy or if I don't feel like talking to you. He's very friendly. *withering smile*

I was so bored that day cause I had nothing to do and I couldn't blog, so I started tagging messages in my lonely shoutbox. I started talking to myself and created characters who had to wait in line to be my husband. I think there are still some remnants of the story... UNTIL... That annoying Marianne came and tagged on my shoutbox. :( Then I lost one part of the story. And I had to reply to her tag, so there went another message. It was only then that I realised that I could entertain myself so easily.

Tell me if I'm lame.

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