gissy truly sux.

Tuesday, November 29, 2005

No, I'm not gonna continue my play. :D I'm too lazy. I had actually planned to make it very very clear that Gisellio was female.. Hence, the impossibility of Yingliet marrying her.

Oh oh oh! I'm sorry, Ying, I'm gonna reveal an embarrassing truth about you.

Ying said that if a man(not too good-looking, but I hope he will be) walks up to me one day and proposes to me, I must say yes, because that's her after her sex change.. And she'll wanna marry me. So. In her new, manly voice she(or he, rather) will go "Remember me? I'm Ying Ling."

So! I was going to give a Christmas list.. To get into the Christmassy mood, I'm gonna use green words! And white and red. :D

If you were planning to get me a present, but didn't know what I wanted, this list would reeeeaaaaally come in handy. I'm gonna be the happiest girl alive this Christmas!

My Christmas list for 2005:
A Mahjong table!
A pair of black heels. Shoe size five. Classic. :D
A pendant! With a four-leaf clover in it! (I know -exactly- where to get them! Suntec City, Carrefour. Its right outside Carrefour.. One of the shops. Get a nice one! Make sure the clover is nice and nice. :D)
A black dress! (Not a long dress. But trust me, I won't wear it. Perhaps on my graduation day).
A pair of ballet flats! They must really really feel very ballet-ish. Nice and comfy. Shoe size 5. :P
A pair of white heels! Shoe size five. Make sure it suits me! :D
My computer needs a microphone. :D I want one. This is one of the most important. PLEASE!
A nice new storybook! An old one.. I wouldn't mind. Make sure the words are still readable, and there aren't pages missing. The book must not be ickily dirty by my standards.
A nice long letter! Please please refrain from using short forms.. Or weird spellings of the words. Not too much Singlish, cause it spoils the effect. Thanks!

If you really don't know what to get me, and you wanna give me something useful, food will do! Here's the list of food items:
- Chocolate-covered strawberries! Only the ones from this shop near the Esplanade. They're good!
- Butter mints from Marks & Spencer!
- Red wine from Marks & Spencer! (The nice small bottles. NO white wine. :D)
- Crunchy combo mix from Marks & Spencer!
- Cheese and onion waffles from Marks & Spencer!
- Ruffles (Cheddar!)
- Lays (Sour Cream & Onion) (If you really must..)
- Cookies (I wouldn't mind them.. NO nuts whatsoever!)
- Ooo! Cadbury chocolate:
* The one with mint pieces in it.. (I think you can get it in Carrefour)
* Any other kind.. But the same rules apply: NO nuts.
- Oh oh oh! Le chocolat's, Maxim de paris! (Can be found, for sure, at The Cocoa Trees at Suntec City. Go in, turn left. Its on the middle shelf facing the opposite side. Hope that helps. :D)
- Royce chocolate :D (I like bitter chocolate, but I've tried the bitter one from Royce before.. So you can get me the others. Orange chocolate or something nice. You can try them! I love testers.)
- Twisties! (NO: seafood, or the ones that change the colour of your tongue)
- Anything you can whip up that's yummy. :D
- Pizza delivery to my house! (After you've paid, of course.. And made sure that I'm at home. I wouldn't want my family members gobbling up my present, would I? Nothing spicy! Canadian 2 for 1 is cheaper. :D)
- Restaurant vouchers! Fast food, restaurant vouchers. (I know that ain't food, but what the heck. :D)
- Maggi mash potato! (The packeted one that I can prepare at home myself. :D)

I'm falling into a tremendous state of depression! I gained weight! 2kg! *sad* I won't reveal my weight to all of you cause I really don't feel like it at the moment.

Disastrous thoughts crept into my mind as I stared at the weighing scale I was standing on.. What if my future husband can't carry me on my wedding day?

Ying, you owe me a blog post! :D Take your time, I'm in no hurry. Just reminding you.

Ying: "Screw YOU."

*lol* No, she didn't say that. I'm just waiting. :D

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Wednesday, November 23, 2005

One thing before I forget: Ying can screw mash potato, and screw them all!

Well, her exact words were "Well, I could screw the mash potato for you.", when we were in KFC. And "Screw them all."

If I were to place these two lines in a script, it would sound superly funny.

Act One, Scene 1:

Yingliet: Gisellio, Gisellio, wherefore art thou Gisellio?

Gisellio: *from downstairs* Ay me! She speaks! O speak again, bright angel...

Yingliet: Oh, Gisellio, therein you lie at the bottom of the stairs! Rise and scar hands of yours as you drag yourself to ascend the stairs that part us like .

Gisellio: *reaches Yingliet* Thou hast arrived, milady. The food that lies in your platter appears most appealing. But, milady, you stand like a bright angel that rose from Hell.. Thou canst help not but wonder if thou art true to thy heart.

Yingliet: If it pleases you, my love, I can always screw the mash potato for you. :)

Act One, Scene 2:

*after Yingliet screws the potato*

Gisellio: *a little icked and amazed by Yingliet's actions* We cannot possibly marry, milady. I am a mere nobody, and far below your standards.

Yingliet: Why canst we not? I will screw them all, and they will comply.

Act One, Scene 3:

*after Yingliet screws them all*

Gisellio: *is a little disgusted, and thus goes to the pharmacy* I will be needing a glove-like bandage for thine hands.

Pharmacist: Ah.. Very well. It must be friction burns from the staircase. Would you be needing sleeping herbs too?

Gisellio: That is most wise of you, dear pharmacist. I shall have some of that too.

Act Two... To be continued in the next post, followed by a Christmas list! :D

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Friday, November 18, 2005

Okay. One thing I read from my friend's blog when she asked me to take a look at it really ticked me off, insulting me tremendouly. She wrote so much about Kyle, and so little about me. THANKS, YING.. THANKS. *humphs and stalks off* I expect to see more about me in your next post! *struts* One whole blog post dedicated to me, if that's possible. Nah, joking. I know I'm too good to blog about. DON'T blog about me! Everything about me is precious, and if you wanna post anything about me or whatever, make sure people pay the full price before looking at it. *beams* Okay.. Looking at Ying's blog.. I saw this really cute thing! *lol* You know those quizzes that tell you who and what you are? Yeah, that. :D Here goes..

Your Birthdate: November 1

You are a natural born leader, even if those leadership talents haven't been developed yet.You have the power and self confidence to succeed in life, and your power grows daily.Besides power, you also have a great deal of creativity that enables you to innovate instead of fail.You are a visionary, seeing the big picture instead of all of the trivial little details.Your strength: Your supreme geniusYour weakness: Your inappropriate sensitivityYour power color: GoldYour power symbol: StarYour power month: January

http://www.blogthings.com/whatdoesyourbirthdatemeanquiz/">What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Number one.. I don't like gold :( I prefer black and silver, and all the deep dark colours! Mysterious, gorgeous, classy. *sighs dreamily* The next thing.. I am NOWHERE near a genius. Hello-o? I'm a stupid thing, for goodness' sake! I mean, I'm as good as a bimbo, a dumb blonde (one or two words?)! Whatever, I'm just.. weird and senseless. I know.

You're An Alcoholic

Time to go back to step one.

http://www.blogthings.com/whatkindofdrunkareyouquiz/">What Kind of Drunk Are You?

I am not! *blush*

The Movie Of Your Life Is A Black Comedy

In your life, things are so twisted that you just have to laugh.You may end up insane, but you'll have fun on the way to the asylum.Your best movie matches: Being John Malkovich, The Royal Tenenbaums, American Psycho

http://www.blogthings.com/ifyourlifewasamoviewhatgenrewoulditbequiz/">If Your Life Was a Movie, What Genre Would It Be?

Hey, Ying! We got the same thing! Yeah, I just imagined myself laughing on the way to the asylum.. And then I'll be bouncing about in the room "walled" with pilllows. *giggles excitedly*

You Are An Iris

You are a unique woman who needs a lot of novelty in her life.An inspiration seeker, you often have to change scenery to recharge.You don't deal well with structure or rules. You need to do it your own way.Your ideal relationships are free and flowing. No one can tie you down.

http://ynr.blogthings.com/whatflowerareyouquiz/">What Flower Are You?

Of course I deal well with structure and rules! I mean, I hardly ever break school rules! I used to break three a day, now its down to two, and they aren't that serious! *fans herself with her hand proudly*

You Aren't A Diva

You don't like to cause a fuss or draw attention to yourself.You're easygoing, and you can even put up from diva behavior from others.This makes you everyone's favorite trusty companion.But watch out - it could also make you their favorite dormat.

http://ynr.blogthings.com/areyouadivaquiz/">Are You a Diva?

No. Way. *sad* Thanks Ying, this is all your fault.

Guys Like That You're Fun

You're the type of girl guys brag about knowingThat's because you're cool, funny, and laid backYou're smart enough to know how to be one of the guysBut flirty enough to know how to make them all want you

http://ynr.blogthings.com/whatdoguyslikeaboutyouquiz/">What Do Guys Like About You?

Okay.. this is a winner. Where's my rich and dying old man!? Or my good-looking, young man who loves me to bits and I like him too!? Maybe not as much, but it doesn't matter.

You Are Uptown

You are classy, cultured, and well educated. You are an expert on the finer things in live.Your city girl persona loves all of the opportunities a city offers. But only in the best neighborhoods.

http://ynr.blogthings.com/areyouuptownordowntownquiz/">Are You Uptown or Downtown?

Whee! Hear that!? I'm an expert on the finer things in life! And I'm classy, cultured, and well educated. *cheers for me* I rock!

You Can Hang With the Guys and the Girls

You've struck a good balance between girlie and laid back.You can keep it casual but when you dress up, you are as girly as the next girl.

http://ynr.blogthings.com/howgirlieareyouquiz/">How Girlie Are You?

Right-on! Here're more from the website:

Your Nail Polish Color is Black

How you're unique: There's nothing about you that isn't uniqueWhy your style rocks: You are a total indie chick... and you can pull it offWhat this color says about you: "I'm a trendsetter and don't care what anyone else is doing!"

http://ynr.blogthings.com/whatcolornailpolishbestfitsyouquiz/">What Color Nail Polish Best Fits You?

*giggles* This one is accurate, man! Just because I like what it says about me. :D

Your Scent is Pumpkin Pie

Warm, comforting, and a bit old fashionedYou've got what men want - believe it or not!

http://ynr.blogthings.com/whatscentareyouquiz/">What Scent Are You?

I do not smell like Pumpkin Pie. *grumbles* Its funny, though. I didn't expect this. (Think there's a problem with the picture. :( )

Your 80s Heartthrob Is

Bill Gates

Who's" Your 80's Heartthrob?

*ROFL* NO WAY!! I really wish I could have him. NO! Not his money! I never said that! *looks around innocently*

Your Love Quote

A kiss is a lovely trick designed by nature to stop speech when words become superfluous.

http://ynr.blogthings.com/whatlovequotesuitsyouquiz/">What Love Quote Suits You?

Sexeh.. After trying that one a few times, I realised that each time, the quote's different. Cheaters! *lol*

Your Inner Retro Girl Is

1950s Domestic Diva

http://ynr.blogthings.com/whatretrogirlareyouquiz/">What Retro Girl Are You?

Cool stuff! I tried it with the name "Gisella". Now.. lemme try "gissy":

Your Inner Retro Girl Is

1980s Goth Girl

http://ynr.blogthings.com/whatretrogirlareyouquiz/">What Retro Girl Are You?

Oookay.. She looks a little masculine, if you ask me. But purrfect.. Goth girl. Just what I wanted..?

Your Fashion Style is Classic

You like what's stood the test of time...Simple, well styled clothes that don't scream trendyYou stay updated and modern, but your clothes stay in style for a whileYou wouldn't be caught in animal prints, fake fur, or super bright colors

What's" Your Fashion Style?

Pretty true.. And I just realised that I'm faking some answers cause none of the choices fit. :P

Your Celebrity Sisters Are Mary-Kate and Ashley

Funky, eccentric, and offbeatYou're not a good girl or a bad girl, just a weird girl

http://ynr.blogthings.com/celebsistersquiz/">Who Are Your Celebrity Sisters?

Eww eww eww. I really was hoping it wouldn't be them. *shudders*

Men See You As Playful

Men want a challenge and you are the perfect playmateYou know how to push men's buttons and attract a wide range of guysYou enjoy living and loving - it's one of your most attractive qualitiesMen are often consumed with desire for you, and you love that!

http://ynr.blogthings.com/howdomenseeyouquiz/">How Do Men See You?

Watch out! I'd better stop wearing revealing clothes. I might just get raped at night.

Your Reputation Is: Maneater

You're the kind of girl all the chicks hate...And guys are both scared of you yet strangely drawn in.

What's" Your Reputation?

*ROFL* Guys? Scared of me? Not because I'm attractive, I'm sure! This is uber funny.

You Are a Retro Bikini!

You prefer a bikini that's flirty and feminine, not flashy.You look sweet and sexy - a rarity on the beach these days!

http://ynr.blogthings.com/whatkindofbikiniareyouquiz/">What Kind of Bikini Are You?

Eh.. In the first place: 1. Don't swim cause I can hardly do that 2. Don't go to the beach cause I don't wanna get tanned 3. Don't wear bikinis cause I've too disgusting a body to reveal. :P

You Are Bold Red Boots

You like to put your most outrageous foot forward!

http://ynr.blogthings.com/whatkindofbootsareyouquiz/">What Kind of Boots Are You?

I wish I wore boots.. If I did that here in Singapore, I'll just look stupid cause I'm too young, and I look nowhere near elegant and hot.

This Fall, You Should Wear

An 80s Vest

http://ynr.blogthings.com/whatfallfashiontrendshouldyoutryquiz/">What Fall Fashion Trend Should You Try?

No no no! Vests look disgusting on me! *glares*

Your Alias Should Be:

Janiya Monique

http://ynr.blogthings.com/whatshouldyouraliasbequiz/">What Should Your Alias Be?

Heh!? I used the name "Gisella". Now with "gissy":

Your Alias Should Be:

Viviana Alexus

http://ynr.blogthings.com/whatshouldyouraliasbequiz/">What Should Your Alias Be?

Must be some random thing. Pfft.

You Have Your PhD in Men

You understand men almost better than anyone.You accept that guys are very different, and you read signals well.Work what you know about men, and your relationships will be blissful.

http://ynr.blogthings.com/howwelldoyouunderstandmenquiz/">How Well Do You Understand Men?

I wouldn't mind replaced the girl in the picture.. She looks weird. That guy deserves better. *beams*

Your Hat Personality Is A

Beret

http://ynr.blogthings.com/whathatareyouquiz/">What Hat Are You?

Ooo.. I love black. :D Never mind about the hat now.. But its quite cool too.

You Are Practically Plastic

You're so beautiful that it's almost unrealUnfortunately, you're attitude's a little unreal tooEveryone knows you're super hot - no need to remind themYou've got it going on, so stop obsessing!

http://ynr.blogthings.com/areyouobsessedwithyourlooksquiz/">Are You Obsessed With Your Looks?

*lol* I am -not- hot! Really! Personality.. Maybe. But ain't it just weird? And I am -not- obsessing! I promise! *hums innocently*

You Belong in Paris

Stylish and a little sassy, you were meant for Paris.The art, the fashion, the wine, the men!Whether you're enjoying the cafe life or a beautiful park...You'll love living in the most chic place on earth.

http://ynr.blogthings.com/whatcitydoyoubelonginquiz/">What City Do You Belong In?

Whee, Paris! I doubt I'll survive there, though. Everything's so expensive!

Your Vibe Is Somewhat Sexy

On a good day, you're the sexiest woman in the worldBut on a bad day, you can't help but feel a little averageTry to remember the times you've felt the sexiest...And keep that attitude even on the worst of days

http://ynr.blogthings.com/howsexyisyourvibequiz/">How Sexy Is Your Vibe?

What's with these things? They're such ego-boosters.. Telling you you're hot over and over again. The little hope I was clinging on to that I was hot just dissolved into thin air. Wonderful. *pouts*

You are Slingback Sandals

Classy and sophisticatedYou dress to the nines wherever you goEven if it's in your couture sweats!

http://ynr.blogthings.com/whatkindofsandalareyouquiz/">What Kind of Sandal Are You?

*lol* Flatterers. Hardly any of these are real, but I like them. *grins*

You Are a Sensitive Kisser

For you, kissing is a way to connectAnd you need lot of care, attention, and privacyIt may take you a while to kiss someone...But when you do, it's total fireworks

What's" Your Kissing Style?

Eh.. I don't like it at all in the first place.. Doesn't make me feel a thing, for some odd reason. I think I haven't any sex drive. *blinks* Seriously.

Your Life is Like

Being John Malkovich

http://ynr.blogthings.com/whatjohncusackmovieareyouquiz/">What John Cusack movie are you?

I didn't do this seriously.. How was I to know which choice to pick!? I hardly have any experience.

What Your Black Outfit Means

You're a sophisticated woman with big city taste.You have a strong creative force - even if you don't wear the boldest clothes.You tend to intimidate people. But the right guy won't be intimidated by you!Designer match: Dolce & GabbanaSignature accessory: Gold framed sunglasses

http://ynr.blogthings.com/whatdoesyourfavoriteoutfitsayaboutyouquiz/">What Does Your Favorite Outfit Say About You?

Ooo.. Sexeh. Black all the way!

You are a Great Girlfriend

When it comes to your guy, you're very thoughtfulBut you also haven't stopped thinking of yourselfYou're the perfect blend of independent and caringYou're a total catch - make sure your guy knows it too!

http://ynr.blogthings.com/goodgirlfriendquiz/">Are You a Good Girlfriend?

Come on, boys! NO. NO. I was just joking. Do NOT, for any one moment, take me for real. I'm serious.

Your Celebrity Style Twin is Nicole Richie

The perfect blend of uptown and downtown.

Who's" Your Celebrity Style Twin?

OH MY BEEPING GOODNESS. This cannot be. *faints* Someone save me!

Your Life is Like

Being John Malkovich

http://ynr.blogthings.com/whatjohncusackmovieareyouquiz/">What John Cusack movie are you?

Who's that man? *lol* Nonexistant.

No Pocket Jeans

You are confident and completely comfortable with your body.You don't mind showing off - in fact, you put it all out there!

http://ynr.blogthings.com/whatstyleofjeansareyouquiz/">What Style of Jeans Are You?

*cringes* PLEASE tell me my butt ain't like that. Lucky thing its not accurate cause they didn't ask me for the shape of my butt and such. :P

You are Dark Chocolate

You live your life with intensity, always going full force.You push yourself (and others) to the limit... you want more than you can handle.An extreme person, you challenge and inspire the world!

http://ynr.blogthings.com/whatkindofchocolateareyouquiz/">What Kind of Chocolate Are You?

That's it. Someone owes me dark chocolate. NOW. Me be craving for it. :(

You Are a Good Girl

You are 70% Good and 30% BadGenerally speaking, you're a very good girl.(But you don't have us totally fooled!)

http://ynr.blogthings.com/areyouagoodgirlorabadgirlquiz/">Are You a Good Girl or a Bad Girl?

What is that last sentence supposed to mean!? *pouts* I am superly good! *beams*

Your Element is Fire

Your power color: red Your energy: hotYour season: springLike a fire, you are full of power and light.A born leader, you easily draw people toward you.You are full of courage and usually up for anything dangerous.You have a huge ego and love to be the center of attention.

http://ynr.blogthings.com/whatelementareyouquiz/">What Element Are You?

Righto!

Your Ideal Marriage Proposal Is

New Years, at the crack of midnight, under a windstorm of confetti.

What's" Your Ideal Marriage Proposal?

This thing better pray that I'll get married this way. I highly doubt that's my ideal marriage proposal. Hell, I don't even know what it is! *lol*

Wow.. Okay. I think I'm done with this post. I highly doubt any of you have managed to read up till here. Why not tag on my shoutbox if you have? Way to go!

darkness falls at 5:54 PM (0) comments

Saturday, November 05, 2005

-EDITED..THANKS TO MY CONSCIENCE- (edited again cause I spelt "edited" wrongly)

Okay. I am freaking pissed. I can actually feel the damned feeling in my chest, and I can't wait to get it out. Oh, by the way, thanks for the birthday wish. :) And I kinda have an idea who you were talking about when you said that you haven't forgotten it unlike others. So.. in reply to that, whatever. You wished me late. And did you not have enough time to even pick up your phone to just type a "Happy Birthday" to me? Pfft. It needn't be elaborate or whatever. Do you not realise that just two words in a message "Happy Birthday" will touch my heart the most? Short, sharp and sweet.

I know, I know that copying and pasting nearly your whole post will make it freaking obvious who you are, but I really don't give a shit. Okay, here is what I know of you. According to a friend of mine, this is what he/she says about you: "ego the size of a truck". Gossiping? Yep.

Open your eyes, darling. You -know- what the world sees in you. You complain of people having no confidence in you. *rolls her eyes* And I'll repeat myself: Don't be silly. We all have confidence in you, its just that.. The way you display it, makes it seem disgustingly egotistical. I repeat, disgustingly. And yes, we still have the confidence in you. You just like to make yourself seem so... pathetic.

I'm replying to part of a blog post that you had posted.

Umm, please. Proper paragraphing. Its disgusting. Anyways, you spelt your last word wrongly, I think. No such word, from what I know. But that's besides the point.

Okay..

Her not replying to a simple message is stupid. Stop acting like a lovesick schoolboy. Its pathetic on you. And I repeat myself, again. You LOVE to make yourself seem so pathetic. Slight correction. So.. Yeah. You've talked to me before, and that was what I thought of you. Even before I saw this in your blog.

Anyways, you don't need that "someone". And you should've learnt that LONG ago. I thought you were unique, when I first saw you. First impressions.. *grumbles* Anyways, but now I know, you are unique, but not in the way I had expected. I thought you were headstrong, and independent and all, but you're just another guy. A typical guy, with a unique way of annoying people. Just like other men.. boys, I mean.. You just cling onto every glimmer of hope that shines in your world of fantasies.

About OTHERS distancing themselves FROM you..

Mind you, this kinda happened to me too. With you. And where did all the blame go to? Me. I was the one who was distancing myself from you. Perhaps. I cannot remember such trivial matters anymore. Thanks for reading up till here. Go on.

About you wondering if that "someone" believed the gossip..

I myself have heard stuff about you. And what from the (perhaps) little I know about you, paired with what I've heard. Everything is entirely true. Some exaggerations here and there, but I can "dilute" the information a little, or even more than that. Still, it sounds like chalkboard-screeching to me.

Don't really understand one of your lines, but if I intepreted it correctly.. "favour" means the favour you are giving that "someone" by being that "someone's" friend. Don't be such an ass. You willingly offered your friendship to that "someone", and you expect so much of that "someone", that that "someone" may not be able to return you that much. Use your brains.

"the fact dat if u do listen to ppls gossip abt me will onli show how IMMATURE you are"
From what you typed in your blog post, you said that listening to people gossiping about you only displays the immaturity in that "someone".

You. Are such an IMMATURE imbecile, you know. I've wanted to say this to you for a long time, and I'm saying it now. Look here, little boy. You're the immature one. You mean, if you listen to people gossiping about your friend(whether of not its more or less than that), then you are being "IMMATURE"?

I have heard you, and seen you gossiping about one of your CLOSE friends. To me. To my friend. And nothing nice's said. Gossiping is far more degrading than listening to gossip. Where are you now, down there? How low down are you(pun intended)? Nearing the ground? Don't worry, you won't touch it.. You'll just go through it.

You said that you feel like and idiot and I just wanna say: Finally, you feel like one. :D I applaud your honesty.

Umm.. Read something from your post, and I'm gonna use mainly the same words back at you: You're not WORTH the TROUBLE, and so many people in front of me deserve so much better treatment than you. YOU, who's craving for attention from others, and usually get it. Pampered, I must say.

I emphatise with you too.

By the way, please place a space after every full-stop and comma.. Its quite annoying to read.

And.. Stop being so rude. Basic manners. Stop entering the room without knocking. Stop inviting yourself in without asking if you're disturbing. Much appreciated. Not only by me, by the way.

Happy reflecting on your character.

And I don't give a shit how this will portray me in front of the others, cause I'm just stating my views, though I'm hardly in a position to.

EDIT: Oh, I wasn't done yet, last night.. I was shooed off the computer. A few more additions..

Okay. I know this must have hurt you, and many others who love you, but once again, I'm gonna repeat this. I'm merely stating my views.

And.. continuing from my last sentence before I published the post that day, I don't see why I can't express my opinions if you can. Anyways, I never gave your name away.

*further edits the stuff* Okay, we're fair. Now.. There's no evidence of anything that's from your blog.. Not much anyways.

You know, I had loads more stuff to say, far worse, and meaner, but I highly doubt it'll make you change. I mean, after lotsa thought.. I found that I have no right to make you change. You are who you are, and that's why you're so.. well-known.

You can feel offended and confront me, making me tell you everything I'm displeased about you. No problem with me.

You can ignore me, or tell everyone what a bitch I am, it doesn't matter. You can't make others think what you want them to think. Everything's up to them. Just remember that.. no matter what others say about you, don't let them sway you, or change you, unless you think that you're wrong too.

I know that sounded superly contradicting, but those are lessons from my own life, and I'm giving that to you.

No man is sinless.. Just do what you think is right.

darkness falls at 8:15 PM (0) comments

Thursday, November 03, 2005

If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything you want - good or bad. When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your (online journal if you've got one) and be surprised (or mortified) about what people remember about you.

darkness falls at 1:25 PM (0) comments

Okay! I need need need to take my flu jab! Soon! I'm leaving on Monday on a trip to Guangzhou (please, please don't ask me which part. I have no idea.). Hope its gonna be fun. I think its gonna be rather.. slacky. *shrugs* Not that I'm complaining. Its just that.. I feel so unprepared.

Okay, yesterday was my birthday. *waits for the gasps of shock and the rushings to wish me "Happy Belated Birthday" to subside* Really boring. I mean, I woke up really happy.

Thirteen messages. On my handphone, that is. And then later in the day, I received more and more. *giggles* Anyways, I chatted with Hemal on the phone yesterday. Really fun. And I actually read the bible! Genesis is pretty interesting.. I actually bothered to count the number of years it was from Adam's first "appearance" till Noah had his three kids. Fine, sons. *grumbles about "proper" people*

So.. I slept most of the day cause I got sick of the bible (I was making little progress cause each page had so so many words on it, and for some odd reason, I couldn't read fast enough. Superly weird. I think I'll take years to finish reading it. *grumbles and feels really incompetent*) .

Anyways, I'm out of stuff to talk about. Let me just post something that Kyle and I were talking about.

Kyle: Princehood- The approaching tempest. (Saving the world. Be right back)
gissy: gissy. [m]

*lol* The colours remind me of those old karaoke music videos.. The one where the guy sings the words that're in blue, and the girl sings the part in pink, and the green's for both singing together.

(No, don't wonder what the "m" is. It just means "not in the mood". To chat, that is. :P It was meant for Charmaine only.. Cause I didn't like some people speaking to me on msn.. Get quite annoyed sometimes, especially if I'm "not in the mood". And its been there ever since I first put it up, cause I'm just too lazy to take it down. :P)

Princehood- The approaching tempest. (Saving the world. Be right back) says:
maybe its kinda cool sometimes

Princehood- The approaching tempest. (Saving the world. Be right back) says:
like i know what phagocytosis is and my parents dont

Princehood- The approaching tempest. (Saving the world. Be right back) says:
hahaha

gissy. [m] says:
*shrinks* *has no idea what that is too*

gissy. [m] says:
Happy feeling smart! *sulks*

gissy. [m] says:
*mumbles something about showing off*

gissy. [m] says:
*innocent*

Princehood- The approaching tempest. (Saving the world. Be right back) says:
hahaha

Princehood- The approaching tempest. (Saving the world. Be right back) says:
relax

Princehood- The approaching tempest. (Saving the world. Be right back) says:
thats some dumb bio stuff

Princehood- The approaching tempest. (Saving the world. Be right back) says:
ask anyone thats a bio person and they'll knw

gissy. [m] says:
*lol* No thanks!

gissy. [m] says:
I'm not into ozzing blood and cutting carrots.

gissy. [m] says:
*oozing

gissy. [m] says:
Reminds me of F&N and the time when I nearly sliced my thumb off with the penknife.

Princehood- The approaching tempest. (Saving the world. Be right back) says:
youch

gissy. [m] says:
You know what happened, what happened, what happened!?

Princehood- The approaching tempest. (Saving the world. Be right back) says:
same thing happened to me once

gissy. [m] says:
It was my birthday!

gissy. [m] says:
And my cousin (he has down syndrome), he was playing with the penknife.

gissy. [m] says:
I was only 6 then..

gissy. [m] says:
I think.

gissy. [m] says:
And then I told him not to play with it, and he continued.

gissy. [m] says:
So I got kinda irritated, and I grabbed the penknife from him, and I clutched the penknife really really hard.

gissy. [m] says:
So... When I looked at the penknife, it was already halfway into my humb.

gissy. [m] says:
*thumb

gissy. [m] says:
And then I panicked and ran into the kitchen and started crying.

gissy. [m] says:
Why? Because my teacher once told the class that "If you lose blood, you will die."

gissy. [m] says:
*lol*

gissy. [m] says:
But I think I heard it wrongly.. I think she said "If you lose too much blood, you will die."

Princehood- The approaching tempest. (Saving the world. Be right back) says:
i see

Princehood- The approaching tempest. (Saving the world. Be right back) says:
halfway in?

Princehood- The approaching tempest. (Saving the world. Be right back) says:
must've hurt like a b (he went offline :( )

And thus, gissy begins talking to herself:

gissy. [m] says:
Nearly, 2/5's in.

gissy. [m] says:
*lol*

gissy. [m] says:
Nah, I didn't even feel it go in.

gissy. [m] says:
Superly weird.

gissy. [m] says:
I just felt that something was there.

gissy. [m] says:
And there was loads of blood.

gissy. [m] says:
I'm glad I didn't faint

gissy. [m] says:
Anyways, yeah, it just felt like.. Something was there.

gissy. [m] says:
Like.. when you have scotch tape stuck to your finger, you feel it there.

gissy. [m] says:
Yeah, like that.

(Kyle returns!)

Princehood- The approaching tempest. (Saving the world. Be right back) says:
i see

Princehood- The approaching tempest. (Saving the world. Be right back) says:
so thats what it feels like to get stabbed

Princehood- The approaching tempest. (Saving the world. Be right back) says:
ouch

gissy. [m] says:
*lol*

gissy. [m] says:
No pain.

So, anyways.. I forgot that I -did- have something to blog about:P

Okay.. I think.. I'm a little bit on the pervertic side. Seriously. I mean, I knew long long ago that I was weird, and a little dark and pervertic, but this one is kinda serious. I think. Well, you guys can place comments to let me know if I am or not (no comments that say I'm not! *giggles stupidly at herself*).

Just two days ago(on Monday), I was on the upper deck of the public bus on my way to school, and I looked out of the window. It seemed that there was something there that caught many others' attention, so I just looked out. (Nah, just exaggerating.. Trying to make the story more interesting. I just happened to be looking out of the window. As usual.)

There was a funeral procession.. The Chinese one where the coffin will be carried(I think), whilst decorated with fresh flowers and such and the whole family will walk, and walk (No, I don't know till where. No insult at the culture intended. More at myself, rather.).. till I don't know where.

And I just looked at the coffin for a brief moment because of the thought that fluttered into, and around in my head.

"So beautiful!"

*shakes her head disappointedly at herself*

The flowers were really beautiful! And the two aunties in front of me just couldn't tear their gazes from the funeral procession. My goodness! Have a little respect, at least!

At first, they were really quiet, weren't looking at each other, weren't talking or whatever. Then, after the bus went past the funeral, their eyes WIDENED considerably, and they started chattering on and on and on. My goodness, their eyes were GLUED to the procession.

I'm thinking something very mean now, but I shall not say it. And yes, I know that saying it is just as bad as thinking it, but because some of you might to get it, I would prefer to be in your good books. Or better, if not good.

Okies, enough about me thinking the coffin's beautiful.

Another short clip of a conversation between Kyle and I.. Rather icky.

Princehood- The approaching tempest. (Saving the world. Be right back) says:
my bio stinks

Princehood- The approaching tempest. (Saving the world. Be right back) says:
like gym socks

gissy. [m] says:
*lol* *doesn't go to the gym*

gissy. [m] says:
Mine stinks of poo! (gissy takes Physics, not Biology.)

gissy. [m] says:
*cheers for me*

gissy. [m] says:
Not your own poo, cause that's just fine.

gissy. [m] says:
I mean, different kinds of poo mixed together.

gissy. [m] says:
I hope I'm not icking you out.

gissy. [m] says:
*blinks*

Princehood- The approaching tempest. (Saving the world. Be right back) says:
hahaha

Princehood- The approaching tempest. (Saving the world. Be right back) says:
too much information but thats alright

Princehood- The approaching tempest. (Saving the world. Be right back) says:
lol sounds like one of my teachers NS stories

Princehood- The approaching tempest. (Saving the world. Be right back) says:
about the toilets

Princehood- The approaching tempest. (Saving the world. Be right back) says:
haha

Princehood- The approaching tempest. (Saving the world. Be right back) says:
he said there were 3 layers of 3 colours

gissy. [m] says:
EWW!

gissy. [m] says:
That is plain sick!

And I thought I was disgusting. *grins and struts about* *points accusingly at Kyle*

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