gissy truly sux.

Wednesday, August 31, 2005

I'm gonna be very very morbid and negative about this, just in case. So I won't be let down. :D Ain't this an ingenious idea!?

Anyways, I'm going off to Shenzhen and Hong Kong for a week to learn some stuff on entrepreneurship. Its really dangerous there, and *goes on to be the really negative girl she can be* if something really bad happens to me, here is my will:

(Okay... I've never really written a will before, so I shall just number the different parts, okay? :D )

1. 80% of all the money I possess, whether in the bank, in the house, or with others, will go to my parents.
2. The remaining 20% will go to my sister.
3. All my possessions(not money) will go to also my sister, and she can choose to keep whatever she wants, so as long as she gives my diaries to my ex-classmate, Hemal(Hemal Ghelani? Yeah, her.).
4. All my literature stuff go to Hemal.
5. My KC school journal 2005 will be given to my classmate Charmaine Ong, together with all of its contents.
6. If Berlyn Seow, who goes on the Shenzhen trip with me, is still alive, and still remembers me, and is able to read and understand and write, all the contents of my pink purse goes to her, including my ez-link card, which she must use on my behalf, making sure that it contains a value of less than $0.00.
7. The chain and pendants around my neck, if retrieved, will go to Wong Zi Xuan, my best friend in the later years of my primary school days. She must remember the red plastic heart she gave to me.
8. There is a book I possess, of my literary writings. It is not completed yet, and I wish for that book to be given to Nadia Ahmad Samdin, a close friend of mine. I wish for her to fill that book up and complete it, before publishing it(for sale or not, it is up to her.). I give her the chance to choose whether she wishes to pass the job on or not.
9. All my clothes, which are mostly or entirely black, should be donated to KC's drama club, for future performances(though I highly doubt any of them are suitable).
10. All my chinese storybooks go to Marianne Long from my class.
11. My 'chun dao ren jian' CD should be given to my best friend in primary one and two and secondary one, Pearlin Leong. Tell her that I don't know why, but I just thought she might like it.
12. Thank Nanda for lending me her 'chun dao ren jian' CD in secondary one or two.
13. This will will be valid only if I lose my life. Should I not lose my life, this is entirely useless, and is no longer valid. :D

(Damn it, I just realised that people can edit this.:P)

I had a really funny idea.. I wanted to write goodbye letters to most people! *rofl* And it just popped into my head like this:

Dearest Hemal,
I must be dead by the time you read this letter...

Shush! I am NOT crazy. Not very.

Wishing me a safe trip!

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Thursday, August 18, 2005

Hmm... I see that the last time I blogged was... at the end of July. Yes, I'm fine already, if any of you were wondering. I'm just sitting here at the cdc down here.. A little bored, but that's okay.

National Day was kinda cool. Was working(yes, I was, okay! And quite hard too!) for the cdc again for some celebration @ tampines. Well, we only started work at night, which was really silly, cause we were actually planning to celebrate a friend's birthday(Derek's), and right after he bought the cake, he decided to go back to help.

We were there for some run with the mayor at first. And yes, I detest running. At least it was 400m! Only! But yes, it was tiring. Then the day ended really late, and we were to carry cardboard boxes of food and water(the water was so heavy!:P Honestly. Its not because I'm weak or anything.). And cause the place was so annoyingly crowded, we really had a hard time carrying the stuff about.

Singaporeans are so so so freaking rude! *grumbles* I am serious! Most of them anyways. Well, we were carrying stuff, and especially when we were carrying the boxes, people were streaming out of the area. So.. you can imagine. We were walking amidst the ickily large crowd, going "Excuse me~" in really loud voices. And guess what!?!? *gets really annoyed now*

"Shut up lah!" My God. My God. I just went "No!" I don't know what got into me. I just said no. And the group of girls just burst into giggles. Bimbotic giggles, of course. I mean, its not as though I'm not a bimbo, but theirs was the.. annoying kind. Yes, I know that I'm annoying, but that's different.

It was really clear that I was really irritated, because these people were just blocking our way and they just didn't make way for us to pass. Has it ever crossed my mind that they, too, are unable to move out of the way for us? Yes! But when I saw that, I kept quiet. When I saw space, I yelled. Makes sense? Am I being fair? I must have been.

Anyways, back to the giggling part. They giggled in such an irritating fashion, it seemed to me that those girls felt that it was very exciting to annoy me, and using the new term that I've learnt, "suan" me. It means something like.. Jack in the face. Wow, what a huge achievement!

*chills* Now. Moving on. Yes, every National Day, we get fireworks. hey are just bloody fireworks! Not very special, not very.. amazing. While my friends and I were there, amidst the freaking large and squashy crowd, slogging away carrying food for people we did not even know.. This is what happened.

(Everyone's in high spirits.. Well, most of them anyways. And they're all chatting and strolling out, yes. STROLLING out of the place. My friends and I, going "Excuse me~ EXCUSE ME~" to get them out of the way. A vain attempt, I must remark.)

(After a while, the fireworks go off. The silence was immediate, and overwhelming. Everyone turned back to look at the fireworks. They STOPPED, and turned back to look at the fireworks.)

*screams in frustration* My God, are they stupid or stupid?

Anyways, they were annoying, and that's that. We were carrying stuff, for goodness' sake!

Chill. *beams* I passed my Chinese! I got the lowest pass, but at least I passed. I haven't been passing my Chinese this whole year. Now I've got lotsa time for myself. Nay be bad, ya? *grins*

I'm not gonna attend school tomorrow! Have a dental appointment. And I would have had it after school, but the removing of braces can only be done in the morning. At least my braces're coming off! But my teeth are gonna look so so huge! Sheesh, there goes the vain me.

I can't believe a friend of mine said that I wasn't vain. *blinks* And he told me that I wasn't vain, and I just wanted to be. But let me honestly honestly correct him. I am vain, and yes, maybe I do want to be vain. I'm not sure myself. *blinks* Really. Ain't that odd? Maybe I -do- want to be vain so I'll be different. I mean, "its cool to be different" is one of my mottos. Don't you agree? :D I'm working on it!

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