gissy truly sux.

Friday, February 11, 2005

I am SO sorry my posts are so crappy nowadays! Anyways, before I FORGET! A wonderful poem I came across!

MY BOX
My box is made of golden oak,
my lover's gift to me.
He fitted hinges and a lock
of brass and a bright key.
He made it out of winter nights,
sanded and oiled and planed,
engraved inside the heavy lid
in brass, a golden tree.

In my box are twelve black books
where i have written down
how we have sanded, oiled, and planed,
planted a garden, built a wall,
seen jays and goldcrests, rare red kites,
found the wild heartsease, drilled a well,
harvested apples and words and days
and planted a golden tree.

On an open shelf i keep my box.
Its key is in the lock.
I leave it there for you to read,
or them, when we are dead,
how everything is slowly made,
how slowly things made me,
a tree, a lover, words, a box,
books and a golden tree.

Wonderful yeah!?!?

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Saturday, February 05, 2005

I am SO bored! Anyways, the reason for the long interval between my post last year and the previous post was because my computer screwed up and the really long post I typed on Christmas didn't come out. Then I stopped cause I was pissed:P Anyways, school's started and all of a sudden, the CAs are coming. How terrorizing. *shudder* I've a whole pile of homework and lunch waiting for me to finish but I just don't feel like leaving the computer yet. Even though fk's down. What's worse, MSN isn't working! Me sad:( If only MSN was working, I would be able to chat even if I couldn't play fk! *sighs*

I am now debating on whether to stop and finish up my homework and lunch while waiting for the MUD to uncrash itself or to simply continue here on the computer. Logic tells me to decide on the former. I think I'll stay for a little while more to finish up this post.:D

I'm supposed to go to a beach today! Get myself all tanned and firm so I wouldn't be flabby all over! But no one's going with me.. So I didn't go. Oh well! Look on the bright side, yes? At least when I strip there wouldn't be an obvious different shades of skin colours (pray correct my english if there's something wrong. I think there's something wrong too, but I can't place my finger on it.).

I think I'll hop over to xiaxue's blog and read it.. And then AFTER that, I'll do my work. *beams innocently*

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Friday, February 04, 2005

I was thinking about stuff today, and I realised that maybe I wasn't really over my first. And then I found this poem.. and its really what I wanna say to him:

I knew someday it would have to end
I knew eventually I would have to go back to calling you friend
It's killing me that now that day has come
If it's for the best then where is this pain from?
I know deep inside that this is what I had to do
But it's breaking my heart to walk away from you
I'm trying my best to appear strong
But it's hard when part of me says that in your arms is where I belong
I still love you with all my heart that's not going to change even though we're apart
You were my first love and my first kiss
There are so many of our special times I'm going to miss
All the words I ever said or wrote still hold true
But for now from a distance is where I'll be loving you.

Ah well, but I figured I wasn't built for relationships. *lol*

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